Back to "Normal!"

Monday I had my blood taken to see where my HCg levels are at. And I have a bruised right arm to show for it...apparently I bruise when I get blood taken! Hahaha! Well... I got my test results back today and my #s are back to negative! So I am back to "normal", as far as pregnancy hormones go. I go back June 2 to follow up with the Dr and see when we can think about trying again. But that thought is still super scary to me, just cuz I am so afraid of this happening again!!! Today was good news from the Dr for a change. I'm so glad I don't have to deal with still having my #s high and all the crap that may cause that! As much as this sucks, I do have to say it's gone pretty quickly and fairly smooth and my body is recovering pretty well. So I guess that's a good thing...right? So for now I'm in the wanting but waiting stage with a side of worry/fear that I'm sure won't go away until I have a healthy baby in my arms someday! Goodnight!